As I lay on my bed                                                                                                                                In between the shadows of myself                                                                                                  To be comfortable is to lean towards my left, the past                                                         What i had thought to be my anchor.

The right, what i want…what i desire                                                                                                    The burning lump for life I feel at the back of my throat, for more.                                                                                                It feels intolerable, excruciating maybe                                                                                      Ruffled in the feathers of my past, my made believe anchor.

As I lay in bed, on my bed                                                                                                                       I am restless, but stuck in enigma.                                                                                                           I can’t ponder, not too much this time                                                                                                   So i desire… i dream                                                                                                                                     I long for more                                                                                                                                      It’s almost unbearable, excruciating maybe.

But the lump is gone and my left seems far from me,                                                                 So far from reach                                                                                                                                 My keystone…gone and leaving me to bleed                                                                               But i am set free                                                                                                                              Forced to heal                                                                                                                                   Right here, on my bed…in bed.